Hey people .
Whats my excuse for not witting? I have none. At least not one that any sane person would understand. Not unless you count feeling like life is just a never ending torture that you just cant seem to accept.
Quote from Twilight:
Time passes. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me.
I have lived off of these words since late April when I lost ES.
- Anonymous peace
11/16/08
11/11/08
BP
Hey people .
So there's this boy. But he's not just any boy . . . he's my best friend. His name is BP and he broke my heart. Not that is wasn't broken enough already.
When you told me you weren't looking for a girlfriend, but then dated her, I was okay.
When you cheated on her with me, but wouldn't break off the relationship, I was okay.
When you broke up with her but wouldn't still officially say we were together, I was okay.
When you ended our friendship because I reminded you of her, I was okay.
But when I work every single day, for the past 10 months to get your attention, and I still can't seem to compete with her, I know I'm not okay.
- Anonymous peace
So there's this boy. But he's not just any boy . . . he's my best friend. His name is BP and he broke my heart. Not that is wasn't broken enough already.
When you told me you weren't looking for a girlfriend, but then dated her, I was okay.
When you cheated on her with me, but wouldn't break off the relationship, I was okay.
When you broke up with her but wouldn't still officially say we were together, I was okay.
When you ended our friendship because I reminded you of her, I was okay.
But when I work every single day, for the past 10 months to get your attention, and I still can't seem to compete with her, I know I'm not okay.
- Anonymous peace
11/9/08
CC.
Hey people .
Ever seen the movie Stand by Me ? Well, the last line of the movie is "I never had any friends later on like the ones I had when I was twelve. Jesus, does anyone?" Damn isn't that the truth.
Her name was CC. She had to of been the worst best friend in the world . . . but a best friend none the less. You know, the kid you grew up with since pre-school? The one you never really took the time to appreciate until their chapter is done and written in the novel of your life? Thats her. She was the first person I'd ever met to cut herself, the first to go to rehab, the first to call me a bitch, and the first person I ever did weed with. Though I will never admit it in public, she was the one who changed me. She was the one who stabbed away my childhood and turned me into what I am today, and for that I don't know if I should praise or punish her. Our friendship stopped when together we entered the illegal scene of Jr. High parties. But like I always said she wanted attention and thats exactly what she got.
I hate running into her in the hallways of High Schoo I never know what to say to her, or even if I should look at her. Her life is a mess but it was all her choice. She decided to cut. She decided to drink. And she decided to turn away everyone in her life that cared about her. As much as I wish I could say I hate her, I cant.
- Anonymous peace
Ever seen the movie Stand by Me ? Well, the last line of the movie is "I never had any friends later on like the ones I had when I was twelve. Jesus, does anyone?" Damn isn't that the truth.
Her name was CC. She had to of been the worst best friend in the world . . . but a best friend none the less. You know, the kid you grew up with since pre-school? The one you never really took the time to appreciate until their chapter is done and written in the novel of your life? Thats her. She was the first person I'd ever met to cut herself, the first to go to rehab, the first to call me a bitch, and the first person I ever did weed with. Though I will never admit it in public, she was the one who changed me. She was the one who stabbed away my childhood and turned me into what I am today, and for that I don't know if I should praise or punish her. Our friendship stopped when together we entered the illegal scene of Jr. High parties. But like I always said she wanted attention and thats exactly what she got.
I hate running into her in the hallways of High Schoo I never know what to say to her, or even if I should look at her. Her life is a mess but it was all her choice. She decided to cut. She decided to drink. And she decided to turn away everyone in her life that cared about her. As much as I wish I could say I hate her, I cant.
- Anonymous peace
PG 13
Hey people .
Raise your hands if you hate high school? Yeah mine are up to. Ever wanted to punch those plastic girls you wish you could call your friends? Been there, done that.
Im Anonymous . Welcome to my world. If you think this is another blog about the complaints of a girl with far to much time on her hands . . . its best to leave right now. Get ready for the inside info on the bitches, the dicks, the sex, the drugs, the drinking, and far to much more. Definitely not your PG13 shit right here.
So if your not high school, or haven't already endured the torture, thanks for stopping in. If you do qualify . . . strap in its going to be one hell of a ride.
- Anonymous peace
Raise your hands if you hate high school? Yeah mine are up to. Ever wanted to punch those plastic girls you wish you could call your friends? Been there, done that.
Im Anonymous . Welcome to my world. If you think this is another blog about the complaints of a girl with far to much time on her hands . . . its best to leave right now. Get ready for the inside info on the bitches, the dicks, the sex, the drugs, the drinking, and far to much more. Definitely not your PG13 shit right here.
So if your not high school, or haven't already endured the torture, thanks for stopping in. If you do qualify . . . strap in its going to be one hell of a ride.
- Anonymous peace
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